You'll notice that I am missing something. I chopped 9" of hair off yesterday after weeks of contemplating and pinning hairstyles. I was physically nauseated yesterday morning before my hair appointment and I realized that I was developing an unhealthy attachment to my hair. It was hard, but I am glad it's gone and I am learning to love my shorter locks.
My brother's wedding was last weekend and was so much fun. My brother and his new wife were so adorable together and Morgan did a fabulous job walking down the aisle as flower girl. I was one proud Mommy!
Well with the wedding last weekend and the shower this weekend, I have had multiple excuses to cheat on my diet. "It's my brother's wedding!" "It's wedding cake. I never eat wedding cake." "I am stressed about the shower so I am going to eat." "I am at the shower that I worked so hard for so I am going to eat everything I bought." You know the routine. Needless to say I feel like I am slowly drifting off track. I haven't worked out in a couple of weeks and I am finding it harder and harder to stick to my 1200 calories. I am pretty sure this is what happens every time I try to lose weight. I set a goal (this time it was 20 lbs), get about halfway there, get comfortable and bored, stay at my new weight for a few months, then slowly inch my way back to where I was to begin with. Am I crazy or does this happen to other people too? It is such a vicious cycle. I am going to try to make this time different and push past what I guess is a "plateau." Maybe the new hair cut can represent a new me (sorry for being so cheesy). On the plus side, I was down another pound this morning, which I am convinced is due to my hair cut.
Enough ramblings for today. Time to get back on track, starting NOW!
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